me me shi

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it made me shine and made you clouded

maybe it was too heavy to put our dream on this love

I forgot how to hate you

I can't find the hate whenever I try to look for it

you could have told me that day...

I wanted you to tell me with "farewell"

how I can break the promise, how I can love someone else

but to be honest, I really didn't want to know how

 

we promised; "take care of me until I am 100" didn't we?

I didn't think that 101 years would come so soon

I'm really sorry to say this

In my head I understand, but my heart complains

 

but that's just me

the one who made me

the one who saved me

I think that it wasn't my dad..

or my mom.. or God..

but the other person... and yes, I mean you

 

for example; if I married to another woman

and if we had a baby

I think that the baby would have your genes in their blood

 

But, it would be boring if you weren't here

I will just be killing time until it is the year 2085

 

thank you so much for everything...

and I truly sorry

now it's my turn to wait, even if you are alive or not

because that was the first promise I said with a smile on my face

with "good bye"(the sky is beautiful, the people are sad)

let me say something else (if there was a next time)

"thank you" and ... (you that I like, that you that liked me)

"I am sorry" (just thinking about that made me think that I'm important)

if I were to ever name this love, I would name it "thank you"

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>one of my fav. Japanese song translated in english...

me me shi

女の勘

女の勘って意外と当たる。

何の根拠がないようなことでも
直感で感じた事が結構当たるんだよね。






んーーー、、、
認めたくないんだけど
今ピーンと来てしまったこの感覚は
きっと当たってると思う・・・

そう感じてしまった瞬間に
今の私や、これまで数年間の私の過去が
ガラガラ…と崩れ去って―
周りの空気が急に冷たくなって
鳥肌が立ったまま何も考えられず
ただただ呆然としてる私がいます。

嘘であればいいなって思う傍ら、
やっぱりこの直感は間違ってないなって
認めざるを得ない。。。






完全に私の負けです。


 

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毎回BossのCMは楽しみ☆
今回はなんか、、、心にぐっとくるものがありました。
桜かぁ～…そういう時期なんですね。

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働き始めてもう1年。
私って成長してるのかなぁー
　
3月末、年度末。
最後の最後に3連休という大きなイベントが待ってます。
ホテルもフル稼働で就業時間もとてつもなく長い…
なんて、弱音なんて吐いてないで
今年度をしっかりと締めくくれるように頑張ります。


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